Impossible to be a good boy...

...there's something about NY that won't let me chill...I mean clearly its known for its bustling energy, hordes of people, all that noise, chaos, etc...BUT I feel like I will make a point of it to stay in, but never do. Am always getting dragged out, invited to something I can't miss, and have a huge problem saying no to anything. It could be New York, it could be I'm just still trying to make my way here, meet new faces. Point is...I can't wait to get to that beach in Hawaii where for a week I will have no choice but to lay on the sand and listen to the ocean and pray I don't get too sunburned.